update

• I love how Bidden handle this lady without getting ugly.

• Has anyone saw W?
• How long did you have to wait to vote? A little over 2.5 hours for me...whew!
• My friend came out to his mother and it has caused drama for me and another friend. I don't know how his issues always cause me trouble.
• BIG and I haven't spoken in two weeks...sigh.
  
• Mr. Holy is abstaining from me, because I bring the devil out of him.
• John Legend's album...what do you think? Everybody knows (brilliant)
• Are you not tried of politics in the work place?
• Slick and I friendship is so fragile. Somehow, we remain friends through it all.

Forbidden Fruit

I had my suspicion when we first met, but I chose to dismiss it.
However, you gave me every sign of a curious church boy.
You gave me confirmation by talking about ex-girlfriends and getting married.
You further confirmed it by calling me at 1 am two days later.
I had become your forbidden fruit.
Everything in your fiber want to resist, but you were drawn away and enticed by your own lust.
A lust that you wish you didn't have.
Lust that would make you jump in your car and drive over here to satisfy it.
Satisfaction it typically what you received.
You like the pleasure, pain, and taste of it.
It makes you moan and say words you typically wouldn't say
After lust has been conceived it kills you with guilt and shame
You shun your lust and thoughts on how it's drawn to me.

quick update

I haven't posted in awhile, so I'm going to drop some info and random thoughts.

Do any of you guys want kids? If so, what are your plans to satisfy this desire? Do you feel like you will miss something if you don't have kids? I do! I don't know what my plans are to satisfy the desire, but I want them to be mine (genetically)

Big and I have been talking about us. I've been trying to explain to him it's not him. He's great. I just have a lot of things I need to sort through before I become so serious with someone. I think he is finally realizing he has to take it slow or have nothing at all.

Him understanding where I was coming from cleared up some space in my mind. This cute dude really tried to talk to me a week ago and I flirted back, but I couldn't receive what he was trying to do.

Is it me or are jobs trying to kick your @$$. They know the economy is beyond bad, so you're not going to jump ship with all of these uncertainties. My friend worked 16 hours Friday. He is a executive, but darn!

Little do they know, I plan on jumping the ship ASAP! I've been trying to have a meeting with my boss and her boss for the past 2 months about my development. I'm over it! I don't want to have the meeting anymore. 2 MONTHS...come on now! You don't have time for the meeting, but you have time to take my ideals to help my peers do their job.

Slick owns these shades and they are obviously for women. WTF is going on here?! I know you are a lady, but you know you're not a real lady, right? I discouraged him from wearing them once, but since then I haven't said anything.

I'm pretty sure I have to take my tonsils out. I had to fight a cold for the pass two months. Every month it starts with my throat getting sore and it turns into a cold.

Is it not funny when you catch a friend red handed being a hypocritic. I guess porn is not as disgusting as you said, huh. LMBO

Beyonce is back and causing controversy already. My friend tells me about this video that is similar to "Single Ladies". Who had the best video ciara or beyonce

I typically, don't talk about politics on here, but I can't resist Palin. I know they are like WTF were we thinking. LMBO

McCain...I don't even know what to say about that one.

Lesson Learned

What has been the biggest lesson you've learned this year?

If I had to choose one thing it would be "I'm not all that". I really don't matter in the grand scheme of things. I became so free after I learned that lesson. I was more free to do whatever I felt. Yeah, people will talk and say whatever, but next week it will be someone else. Don't concern yourself with what others are thinking about you. I am not the President. People aren't constantly talking about me. They are just talking about me like they talk about everyone else. I know it sounds simple, but it was very liberating for me. I learned how to live me life. What has been your lesson?