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I decided I was going to abstain from all things sexual (no relations, no masturbation, no porn, etc). I was doing pretty good until this freakin' weekend. Nothing happen, but it definitely was a struggle. It was like I was sensitive to my own touch...lord have mercy! I'm going on week 3, let's see how it goes. If today is any indicator.....it's going to be a tough week.
I didn't call the girl. I don't plan on it. You know, I'm feeling girls less and less.
I'm not 100% confident these days. I think this new position is causing me to doubt myself. Not because it's hard, but because you feel the need to prove yourself. I'm not feeling that hot, either. To sum it all up, I'm feeling very average right now.
I really need to find something I'm passionate about. I'm so over my current situation (despite the promotion).
I really want something real. Even if it doesn't last, we could see each other years from now and know we left an indelible mark in each other lives.
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10 comments:
"Abstain from all things sexual"...?! That's blasphemous!!!!! LoL. No masturbation or porn...that's MADNESS!!! Good luck with that. LoL.
O well@ not calling the chick. Women are very interesting to me. Some of the decisions that they make in terms of relationships are odd because given what (allegidly) str8 dudes go thru to get sum, I'm telling you if I had one of 'THOSE', maaaaaaaaaaannnnnn!!!
Ya know, work is just that when you don't enjoy what you're doing. Being passionate about what you do is definitely better!
~Damnit!
Continue to stay the course! And keep us posted on your abstinance! I am interested in seeing how this goes.
man...
when you figure out how to achieve that, let me know.
hahaha.
thanks!
what is your point of abstaining from all things sexual?
would this be a celebacy thing? how long are you planning on abstaining from all things sexual?
You not even gonna masterbate? good luck, lol cuz I couldn't do that!
Between BD and masturbation my sexual calendar is full! I can't begin to take-on the abstaining for the sake of proving some point to myelf or anyone else. I'm going to enjoy my body, my sexuality and being physically alive and at the ready right now. God willing, there will be plenty of years to abstain - maybe even unwillingly.
OMG!! Is it really possible for a man NOT to masturbate for 3 weeks?...even 3 days? LOL!!
Your will must be super-duper gynormously strong!
I hope you dont end up "snapping" or something, LOL!!
Good Luck.
;-)
Ok, it's not okay for a BF to be with another woman or another man. Unfaithfulness is wrong either way.
I'm not sure exactly why you are abstaining from all things sexual, like some kind of religious fast, but good luck. Who ever hooks up with you when it's over won't know what hit him.
Mr. Jones and i were just talking about this same thing the other day!
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