Sunday, March 29, 2009

You changed me

Playing-"Nobody but Jesus"~Kelly Price/ Vanessa Bell Armstrong

Relationships have a way of changing us. Sometimes a simple interaction with a random stranger can influence our life. Romantic relationship facilitate a lot of changes in our lives.

Have you guys dated someone who brought about a change in you? Those changes can come in any form (sexually, mentally, etc) and varying degrees. Was the change a good thing or a bad thing? How does the change effect how you deal with men/women now? How did you react when he/she resurfaced in your life?

In the past two months, I've party more than I ever have(complete sidenote). I was out last night. After the club I received a text from a dude I talked to for a moment (~3 months). The text reveals that he was at the club and Watching me was very interesting. "Your swag has changed". I informed him he was the catalyst of this different swag(I haven't made any major changes. My approach to things are a little different). We continue to text and I awake to a good morning text from him. We have continued to text through out the day (I'm not putting much thought into our interaction). He's just having a moment.

Thursday, March 26, 2009

A funny

I've never watched College Hill. I heard about the new season and the cast. One cast member in particular (Kyle). Apparently, he went off on one of the cast members really bad. I wasn't surprised. I'm from Florida. We have a tendency to set it off. I had no idea this boy laid her a** out like this though. You have to catch the neck snap/roll.

I needed this laugh so much.

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Tell the truth

Playing~"knocks you down"-Keri Hilson ft. Kanye

Why are we so afraid of the truth? Truth is just a fact in our or others life. What is it about the truth that makes us lie?

I'll be back with a real post. My life has been in such a quasi state; I've been trying to gain understanding. A lot of decisions are before me and I need to make some critical decisions. Those decisions were implied during my last post.

Thursday, March 12, 2009

No cross, No crown

We all have a cross (metaphorically speaking) to bear. An old hymn came to mind as I was thinking about my life and others. We all have to struggle. Without a battle there is no victory! I can't wait until I see the victory in some areas.

Thursday, March 05, 2009

So many things to say now

Playing~"knock you down"-Keri ft. ne-yo & Kanye W.

This year is has been quite the experience. My company like many others experienced huge lay offs. I wasn't laid off. I fought to keep some of my employees who were displaced. Within in weeks, my boss's boss announces he has been promoted. BIG ISSUE for me! He has guided my career up until this point. Everyone at the job has a love\hate relationship with me because of him. Even though, my results out perform 80% of my peers I'm already catching hell. Now, I'm left with Senior Managers who I don't respect. One who thinks he still a bully in high school. I'm on his committee and I reject his approach (imagine the dynamics). Another who is constantly trying to prove me wrong (80% of the time she has to apologize, because she is wrong). She is my immediate boss! The other two seniors don't have an opinion about anything! Everyone already knows I don't enjoy this job as it this! I had plans on leaving in August, but I need to move that date up!

My social life has picked up BIG TIME! I reconnected with a college friend and we "came out" to each other, which is the cause of my increased social life. I've been eating out and partying with them for about three weeks. I forgot how much work it is to gain friendship...whew.

I'm so over my job that I'm willing to move to get out of it. I have a potential job offer in another state. Last year I declined it, because I was just starting to get on the scene in Atlanta. I just had to see what it was all about. The job pays more and I will not have to pay state taxes (that's another increase). I'm just torn, because I'm finally getting a good consistent circle of friends. However, my job doesn't prepare me for what I foresee myself doing in the future. I definitely will choose my career.

Other crap is going on as well, but those are the ones that have my mind going.

Random things
Did Keri Hilson jump out of the box or what
Andre 3000 reveals he is a very attentive lover to Playboy

Okay, enough rambling I should have been getting ready for work 13 mins. ago.